HUMANS; scary species!!

Your change in that split second.
Totally shocked me & I am super disappointed.
2 words, Heart Pain i must say
So are you always pretending.
Pretending in order to get what you want?
if you cant, just kick us all away?
Speechless lah! I tried not to believe.
Not to believe my ears & my heart.
How i wish i can struggle you to death NOW!

my cousins came over to my house today.
cos the child care centre was closed!
like 8plus in the morning la, duh!!
but still i love the accompaniment.

Met Jenny in the afternoon,
it was her hubby birthday she kinda ask me for help.
to decorate the D.I.Y cakes for her.
She is too kind la, buy breakfast for us.
THANK YOU leh Jenny!

Sometimes when i talk to her,
look into her eyes, trying to feel her.
She is no longer there..
so am i sad cos she dont recognise me?
or am i sad cos i bought it upon myself?

OK now the later generation,
she is my youngest cousin,
Ying Fei, 4 years old, likes princess.
I always love her alot.
And now she is also attached to me,
i will never forget that sentences she said,
I asked, "is kor kor nice?"
she answered, "Yes, but he threatened me!"
I asked, "How?"
She answered, "He call the police & hide my princess"
She is too cute la~
definately got my genes inside!

Life goes on no matter what!

F.A.M.I.L.Y

went over to aunt house for dinner
don't know what's the occasion,
I LOVE MY LITTLE COUSINS!!
(like so random pork!)

Today, I went to pluck my wisdom tooth
the "VERY NAUGHTY" tooth that cause those ulcerations!!

I remember the times when i cried and shout
AND even bite the dentist fingers.....
and until my dad gives me a big tight slap,
i sat back down quietly having my teeths pluck out.
must wait for that slap!! LOL

Before having my tooth taken out,
i heard horror stories that it's pain la, needles la.. bla bla
after experiencing it, NAH!!!!!!!
scare me ONLY!!!
the dentist damn nice also.
kept asking me to relax.
then i told him,
"Ya, i always say this to my patient"
"But only until i lie down here, i felt what the patient felt"
LOL!!!! and during the procedure, my stomach drum like wadeva!!
Hope he never hear it la...........................

YEA! so now i'm gonna keep my tooth under my pillow
and wait for fairy god-mother to come & give me a wish!

Today's Oncol lesson about Pallaiative care,
we had Proff Edward giving the lecturer,
interesting, fun & meaningful...
he showed us some videos about examaples of,
"What can we do for patients before they die"
& in some videos, it remind me of my dad, his cancer days.
this makes my tears drop even easier!!!

Siociology
primary & secondary socialization


HOHO~ first project doned!
THANKS to all who had contributed to this project.

ESPECIALLY,
JingWen as Camera Man
Agnes as Ah Lian 1
Ming Hui as Ah Lian 2
Hasanah as Ah Lian 3

the BLOPPERS






I believe there will always be conflict in a group project.
even if you work with your "bestest best" friend.
So the trick is, open your mouth & talk.
cos no one will know what you are thinking.
I'm really glad that I've explained everything...

this is the first time i've ever attend D&D
ultra excited & behind this,
i have a group of people i have to thank 1st.
without them, i might be so "off"

ying - go shop for dress & tanning with me
shimin - lent me all the things she has :)
Mando - my hair-do & drive me there
maishah, faz & az - make-up
THANKS GIRLS!!!!!!







the rest are updated on my facebook.

Enjoyed myself through the night!
but it would have been more fun if..
huiting, fenni, ying, cindy & amanda were there.
I MISS THE DAYS WORKING WITH THEM!
true laughters, teamwork, everything!

Am i trufully happy with what i am now?
- the masked world

Basic Cardiac Life Support

hurray! Finally done my BCLS.
And results are out!
I've got an "A".
(sicali got real incident, i faint first)

Training was tough but extremely fun.
we need to be in the beat,
the 1&2&3&4&5&....1&2&3&4&30
keep blowing until the green line.
Relaxation somemore. lol
& shimin's famous head bang style.




A class full of "monkeys"
but i love it to the max!! :D

Those DAYS..


was actually finding photos for my mum's FB
randomly found these in my sis Friendster
These are the days.. when i'm 17-18 age days..
Look young isn't it???
look at mark's centre parting style,
our Gift wrapping days....
when we could work & play, easy money.
matt will come to our workplace and play also,
then we will meet MY, then go for supper..
those precious days.. awwww!!

I also quite miss those days when me and xm, those SN days..
we will always have gossips while travelling,
although it's in YiShun, we go willingly..
eat at S11 with SNians after service
those times, after dinner go k-box; bowling
those days we could do it, but......
it's not the same anymore!
Changes as years goes by :(



19.10.2009 Pasta's D&D
Theme: Las Vegas
confirmed that I'm invited leh..
months ago i was so excited, but now....
Should I Go?

finally i book a date for my BTT
Basic Theory Test
the waiting time to the counter...
IS KIILING ME!!
is extremely slow, somemore i'm alone :(
Now, mum & dad should be happy ba~
Finally i book it.

went swimming with SM & Dina
time spend is short there,
cos i've got to meet YL at night
Rushing day......
First, Meeting at school, almost late!
then, go BBDC to book date, kill me please.
went swimming after that, 1 hour only i think.
Last, meet YL @ JP

At least something today la,
better than i "shape" my sofa with my sexy body
I suddenly realize my life is so "unhappening"
i think i know long time ago already lo.

PARANOID DISEASE

why is this so?
It's just when i've got the Family feel,
this stuck me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My ending is no different from others,
chopped in the same way.
or am i just being paranoid?

Well, I admit after so many conflicts, i did not give my best
BUT, before these happen, when...
when it's still as innocent..
I did do my best, enjoyed my life there,
give it all i have...
What's this, tell me!!!!
throwing me away after using?
you think i'm a sanitary pad?

Never trust anyone, NEVER!!!!

2012
21.12.2012
Do You Believe?

Met Jn & Agnes just now,
randomly we were discussing about 2012
i was wondering if there's such a day.
Aini told me about that too but,
will this day really occur?
When the earth shuts down!
We could do nothing except awaiting death!!

If there were to be such a day,
i want to be together with my family.
hoping where ever we go after that,
we will still be together in one family.

Damn sad!
Please tell me all those are not true :(

BENTEN - jurong point

Tsk! Look at my fat face!
Stop looking la!
I say STOP!


Went BenTen to eat again.
of course is very pai sae la~
cos they will give us discount de ma,
and i work so little days there,
didn't help much lo..
but no choice leh,
we have a super nice manager, CHEW
who gave us discount & even free ice-cream.
thanks CHEW :D Thanks all infact!

And Carbonara is superb :)


Even though the ice-cream is FREE,
Jenny who made the ice-cream,
gave us extra toppings..
see everyone so damn nice.
(can see tears in my eye ma?)

I'm gald i'm working in Benten.
cos got discount. haha! shhhh..

sight-see & seafood feast

i woke up around 1plus noon,
still feeling dizzy and headache.

missed our free breakfast, wasted!
went to sight-see @ Grand Palace & some prayer place.











I know i look funny in that green clothing,
but no choice, leggings is not allowed :(

i know why elgin says it's better we act like local,
so that sellers wont forced us to buy products ma.
we met a lady who try to sell us accessories.
seller: 350baht
me: No
seller: 300baht
me: No
seller 250baht
me and shimin quickly run away untill,
we walk back again,
she started again,
seller: 100baht
we ignored her totally.
imagine from 350baht to 100 baht. tsk!


Night! went dinner with elgin's mum & cousin.
hahaha~ they treat us! so nice :)
it's the first time i'm eating raw prawns.
Fresh oysters damn damn Nice! thumbs up!
the Eggs in the crabs very sweet and filling.
Delicious sia.................











We then had bird nest soup for desert.
Sinful dinner i bet.
went to thai massage at a nearby store.

the massagers!!!
they massage, WA i almost die!
really try to crack all my bones.
but i like....... :D
they kept laughing cos they tot shimin is a baby!
LOL they even laughed at her pants..
so bad sia, i also laugh together with them.
HAHAHAHAHAH~

I can't imagine how fast the day really pass when i'm in Thailand.